Feel the world

平日上班生活規律，工作忙碌，自己可利用的時間不多。

到了休假日，週末，空閒時間多了，就會開始想東想西想一堆有的沒的。

想要不要換工作，現在這工作也不是不好，而且好不容易適應了，不會太難，薪水嘛~~恩~~也不知道試用期結束到底ㄧ個月能拿多少....如果要換工作又要重新適應，但是要就這樣一直做下去?那要換什麼工作?既然出國唸那麼久的英文，來做個跟英文有關的工作好了...去教英文嗎?去外商公司?

想出國唸書，唸跟語文有關的學位...回來可以教英文，那是不是現在就要開始準備申請?是不是先有個教學經驗會比較好申請?推薦信要找誰寫?如果要明年出去那是不是要現在把工作辭了去何X仁教小朋友英文?當個兼職老師好讓自己有時間準備留學申請...?出國唸書要很多錢ㄝ...當兼職怎麼存的夠錢?那當正職好了，正職很多事，不是只有教書，還要辦活動...

想移民嗎?去那邊要怎麼找工作?如果去唸個語言學，好像回台灣比較有用吧，那如果我要移民還念這個幹麻?移民要工作經驗一年以上，那我現在就一直工作存錢就對囉....ㄧ年之後我還會有移民的念頭嗎?我喜歡好的生活品質，但是台灣其實也沒有差到無可救藥阿，真的要移嗎?...........

想了一堆，除了腦筋打結之外沒有ㄧ個結論，只回到原點...........

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I have regular life in weed days. My work is busy, so I don’t have much time for myself.

When the weekends or holidays come, I am free and have time for break, and then I start to think, think and think.

I am thinking of changing a job. The job that I have now is not bad, and I’ve finally got used to it. It is not too difficult for me to do it, but the salary is…..hmmm…..and I don’t know how much exactly I could get for one month after training…..If I change a job, I have to get used to the new job again, but if I don’t change, the only thing for me is just keep doing it and that’s it? What jobs would I like to do? Now that I’d learned English abroad for such a long time (actually it’s not long enough…), so how about doing some jobs which have connection with English? Teaching English? Or working in foreign business company?

I am thinking of studying abroad. I want to study something about language and I can go back here to teach English after I gain the diploma. So should I start to prepare from now on? Does it more easily to apply if I have teaching experience first? Who can write the recommendation for me? If I plan to study abroad next year, should I quit the job which I have now and teach English instead? Being a part-time teacher to make myself have time to prepare to apply for studying abroad…? It will cost a lot of money to study abroad, how could I gain so much money if I just being a part-time teacher? Ok, how about working in full-time? But being a full-time teacher has a lot of work to do, not only teaching but also holding some activities…

I am thinking of immigrating. How could I find a job there? If I go to study Linguistics, it seems like better for me to find a job in Taiwan not in Canada. If I want to immigrate, why I study this, though? Immigration need working experience at least one year, so what I need to do now is just working…but after one year, will I still have the notion of immigrating? I desire to have good living quality, but Taiwan is not that so bad….do I really want to immigrate?

Thinking and thinking, there is no conclusion in the end, only chaos in my brain, and everything goes back to the beginning again……